aha. I have 10 minutes before my next lesson starts so might as well i blog about something that has been lingering in my mind for the past month.
i am a very fickle minded lady. one time, i want to do this, another time, i want to do that. basically, i want to do everything but at the end, i did not do what i plan to do. pocrastinate, as usual.
first, i want to take masters.
then, i want to have 2nd baby.
and then, suddenly i have the urge to change job (childhood dream job)
and of course i want to take 2b licence.
of all that, i started to have my doubts.
recently, everyone around me is pregnant. im feeling the pressure BUT i dont want to give in to the pressure. no one went through what i went through and i am definitely DONT WANT to gain the weight again after working hard to lose them.
maybe i should take one at a time. maybe meantime for now, i need to do solat tahajjud to see what is best for me. wish me luck.
1 comment:
At least you've got the married and kiddy part sorted. I'm still single! hehehe.
Seriously though, only you know what is best for you and what you can handle - forget what other people say and just do what makes you happy! :D
(Just make sure that whatever it is... it's legal! hehehe)
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